Heart'sJourney

 After my messy breakup, just like everyone else, I dove into dating apps.  Looked for external validation, to feel better about my body, to move on from the cheating.  I didnt realise then that it would never really satisfy me.  I really thought about it. Thought about why it didn't help? SO many likes, and it just felt hollow. I could suddenly customise my liking. Customise who I want to interact with, go out with, and fall in love with.  What I never realised then is that in the world of modern technology and connectivity, we forgot about genuine human connections. We forgot that we were never 'meant' to meet those people.  We forced their fate with ours. Something that was never meant to be.  We meet people because our auras match. Yeah, yeah, I understand that it just sounds so old-fashioned. But I mean, the concept of aura isn't just spiritual anymore. It's a proven science.  Regardless, when we meet people whom we were never meant to meet, ...

 I'm just a normal girl. So why should I write this?  Who would be interested in reading it?  Why would it help anyone?  Well, I have had this on a draft for a while, but I realised how small my fear of being judged really is.  I'm only 21, left home as soon as I turned 18, and don't get me wrong, I have a beautiful family. They have never said no to me, never made me feel like I was asking for too much. I never had financial issues, and I never had to think about people I couldn't talk to. Yet somehow in the middle of all of that, I still felt different, didn't fit in anywhere. Felt like I was never doing enough, felt like I was meant for more.  It could be the consequence of my moving around so much. I've lived in three countries and seven different cities, changed six schools, and have had to learn five languages. And I loved it, for the most part.  There are also things about me that I do not like. I'm a hopeless romantic in a world full of "casual...